NEW BEGINNINGS
25 Jul 2009 Leave a Comment
I think one of the reasons I am home (and I hope I remember this during on of my ‘why did I come home’ fits) is to revaluate everything in my life and figure out what I want out of life. See growing up, I’ve been discovering that as the years pass by , your priorities changed. The things I thought were important two years ago are things I now consider irrelevant, immature and stupid. Things I used to take for granted I now appreciate. I think it’s because over the last few years I’ve lost things I never really appreciated and now that their gone, I look back and think, ‘Damn I was pretty stupid!’ Unfortunately you can’t change the past, (or magically go back in time to that point in time when you made that mistake and stop yourself from doing it). You have to live with every single stupid thing you’ve done and hope to God that you don’t go and repeat the same thing again. But I didn’t start this blog jsut to go back to bashing my ego (like I’ve done time and time again) I hope that as I go through this journey of ‘enlightenment’, to find out what went wrong and try and rectify anything that can be fixed. A clean slate, you might call it. So I’m letting go of any guilt, pain or anger I might have felt towards anybody or anything. I’m starting afresh.
